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        <title><![CDATA[Oh dear.]]></title>
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        <description><![CDATA[La vie, ce n'est pas ce que je pensais.]]></description>
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    <title><![CDATA[Sometimes I'm ok]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/05/12/33800645.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Thu, 12 May 2016 14:20:16 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[And sometimes I'm so sad I can barely breathe. Sometimes I look at my life and I'm in shock: how could this be ? You went to the seaside with her this weekend. I keep talking with people who went to the seaside this weekend too, and while they're telling... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[On and on and on]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/05/03/33768663.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Tue, 03 May 2016 22:14:00 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[I was supposed to be on sick leave for two weeks, the doctors said. But I'm self-employed, and stupidly proud, so I turned down alimony when we got divorced. Which means that if I don't work, I don't have any money. So I just took 2 days off, and tried... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[So I was ill]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/04/29/33768554.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 29 Apr 2016 22:01:00 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[So ill, in spite of your indifference, that I ended up in hospital, with a kidney infection. Had to dump our son at a friend's because you weren't up after a late night and couldn't have him. I suppose after you woke up a bit more you felt slightly bad... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[Spiraling down]]></title>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 22 Apr 2016 03:36:45 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[So now I'm ill. Pretty ill. I feel ridiculous, like Marianne in Sense and Sensibility, collapsing with high fevers after she get dumped by her worthless lover. I was always Elinor, never Marianne. But here I am, with fevers going over 40 degrees for the... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[Day 8]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/04/18/33684252.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Mon, 18 Apr 2016 21:17:16 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[Yesterday, you came and brought our son home after the weekend at your parents. As we'd agreed, we had dinner together, as usual, so that nothing is disrupted for our son. Nothing, except one of these days he's going to find another woman one Sunday morning... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[The Other Woman]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/04/18/33671524.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Mon, 18 Apr 2016 04:10:00 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[Of course I'm not asking for any information about her. It's none of my business, is it ? And I'm none of her business either, I suppose. I can't imagin you've been telling her about our unofficial situation, have you ? She probably thinks you've been... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[Me, in an Act of Desperation]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/04/17/33671515.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Sun, 17 Apr 2016 03:45:00 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[When you told me that you had met someone, I felt like you had kicked me in the stomach. I literally couldn't breathe properly for the next few hours, and on and off for the next few days. Whenever I hear your words, over and over again in my mind, I... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[And so it is, Now]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/04/16/33671502.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2016 03:44:58 +0200</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[Yes, I know we've been officially separated for the last two years. And yes, I know we've been actually divorced for a year. And that you've told me, several times, that you wanted to meet someone else, move one, have a new life. But I chose to look at... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[Pourquoi je lis]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2016/01/04/33160783.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Mon, 04 Jan 2016 17:21:38 +0100</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[Un jour, mon père m'a dit un truc qui m'a fait réfléchir. (En fait, mon père m'a dit des tas de trucs qui m'ont fait réfléchir, mais on ne va pas les faire tous aujourd'hui). Il était allé au supermarché local, et avait jeté un oeil au rayon Livres. Il... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[Call me Pete ]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2015/12/17/33080995.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Thu, 17 Dec 2015 11:43:07 +0100</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[C'est étrange, quand on a un enfant, et quand on vieillit, aussi, on paie tellement plus cher les excès, que c'en est injuste et disproportionné. Je suis allée à une soirée de bloggeuses dans ma ville provinciale, un soir en semaine, ainsi qu'à mon cours... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[Vintage Christmas ]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2015/12/02/33014924.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Wed, 02 Dec 2015 21:18:00 +0100</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[Parce que Noël, chez nous les étrangers, ce n'est pas 2 jours épuisants de surconsommation frénétique (enfin, pas seulement). Parce que c'est tout un esprit, du partage, de la musique, des chansons, des cartes hyper chic ou hideuses préparées avec l'amour... ]]></description>
        <dc:creator><![CDATA[Charismas]]></dc:creator>
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    <title><![CDATA[Donc.  ]]></title>
    <link><![CDATA[https://mariskaz.canalblog.com/archives/2015/11/27/32989277.html]]></link>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 27 Nov 2015 14:26:35 +0100</pubDate>
    <description><![CDATA[On dirait que je reviens. Et on dirait que je trouvais à nouveau les mots, tous ces mots qui sont restés en sommeil à l'intérieur de mon petit moi tout écrabouillé par la vie ces dernières années. Oh, rien de bien extraordinaire, vous savez. La vie, celle... ]]></description>
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