And sometimes I'm so sad I can barely breathe. Sometimes I look at my life and I'm in shock: how could this be ? You went to the seaside with her this weekend. I keep talking with people who went to the seaside this weekend too, and while they're telling...

I was supposed to be on sick leave for two weeks, the doctors said. But I'm self-employed, and stupidly proud, so I turned down alimony when we got divorced. Which means that if I don't work, I don't have any money. So I just took 2 days off, and tried...